About Me

Hi, I'm Kelly, and I ripped off my blog's title from a song I used to listen to in the seventh grade. Anyways, welcome to my new blog.
I'm not good at "About Me" pages, you see they bring out my narcissistic side. I feel vulnerable trying to pick through myself so I can find something relatable about me that I can share with you, so I'm going to keep it short and sweet and tell you the things that keep me alive- I mean that's all that matters.

I'm in love with living. I'm not comfortable, but I don't think I should be. I'm happy, and I like the way I see the world. Full of things people only see if they really look. Full of moments that you can't help but cry at. Full of food that nourishes your body, and sunsets that never fail to look more beautiful as the days go on. Life is meant to be loved, and as a teenager I'm expected to be taught to "Live your life like today is your last," but that is so irrelevant. Personally, I want to feel as if I will live forever, like if what I'm doing right now were to happen forever I wouldn't mind at all. So that is what I do, I carpe that diem like there's a million more days to come.
Art is my everything. I spend my days thinking about whether I want to make a living and go to college, or to throw everything away and live in a small apartment somewhere and just draw. Art is my home, and I feel more thankful for the influence of art and music on my life than anything else. Art is something people can't say is wrong. Art is right- it's a way of making your feelings and ideas valid to everyone. It's a way to change and to progress. Art is how I changed my life in ways I won't know until I'm fifty. Anyways, let's talk music. Music is just as important to me as art. I'm into heavier stuff- metal, poppunk- anything that you can't not listen to. My favorite artists include: Pierce the Veil, Bring Me the Horizon, Parkway Drive, Balance and Composure, Lights, Crystal Castles, Lana Del Rey, La Dispute, and Tyler the Creator.

Thank you for your time. Seriously.
      I believe in aliens,
             Kelly.


(June 4, 2015)

Let's try that again. It's funny how I wrote the About Me section of this blog only ten months or so ago, and I already cringe when I read that, so disregard the previous entry (I'm not deleting it though because I think its funny when you read these back to back). I'm Kelly, and I got comfortable with who I was, but then I was like "Now what?" So here I am, fifteen years old, at... 8:35pm in my room listening to Logic and looking around my room, and out my window at the sunset that I just missed (ugh) and I realized that everything has changed. I managed to make my life into this mixing bowl of people, places and ideas that are all sort of one giant bowl of hot cheesy fondue, and here I am with my piece of bread on a stick ready to dip. I love art more and more everyday, but running has begun to creep up behind that and I think those two hobbies of mine are tied for the title "life purpose". I've cleaned myself up, and everyday I wake up and I'm happy with the life I lead. I love the motions of my life, and the people and places I pay the most attention to. Life is p good. Now, it's 8:43 pm and I'm thinking about what I should have for breakfast tomorrow (feelin some smoothie action and an English muffin). Word of advice: stop trying to act like you're so against the grain. It's okay to want to be immersed in the cultures and ideas of your people.

Chill,
Kelly xxx